Life & Death
Final Touches
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"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, |

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In appreciation of all those I love and/or those that love me, I write these pages on life and death called Final Touches. I hope this isn't my last page - smile -
I wanted to make a page about my life and the the time I have left before my death. Where should I start? Many people start at birth. I decided to start with "the now." I don't know if I fear life, death or the unknown most. I could say I don't know if I cherish life, death or the unknown the greatest. I believe that I fear pain and/or living like a vegetable where people have to wait on me day and night are my biggest fears. I never want to be a burden on anyone else. With the pain I endure each day, I really fear living in pain worst than this. I have been in pain so bad that it seems death would be a welcome release. I have been in pain so bad where I couldn't walk, write, think or sleep. I cherish each day when I can bend over, walk or stand and nothing hurts - well at least not to bad. I cherish the days when I can think and my fingers work and I can type on the computer or write. I cherish the days when I can read and see and my head don't hurt. I cherish the days I can go all day and not have to sleep during the day from sheer exhaustion. It is really wonderful to get to enjoy the whole day. I thank and praise those who have stood beside me and encouraged me. These pages are for all those who have made a difference in my life. I especially want to thank a few people who have helped me so much this last couple of years in particular. If your name isn't on the Hall of Fame Page, it isn't that I forgot about you. I do appreciate each one of you who love me more than you will ever know.
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LIFE FOR RENT by Dido
So many of the words has been true for me.
Lately, I have not a place I call home,
If my life is for rent, and I don't learn to buy
well I am nothing more than I get
cause nothing I have is truly mine.
While my heart is a shield and I won’t let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won’t even try
Well, how can I say I’m alive
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If you click on the NEXT button on these pages it will take you to the next page for the first group of pages.
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Here is an index of my life & death pages or better worded
Final Touches
The Calm After the Storm & Diane's Hall of Fame
Diane's Thoughts & This Is The Year
Matters Of The Heart & In A Perfect World
Wild Seas & Diane's Difficult Times
If Only - Before It's to Late
Other pages that should be included in this title
these pages will not be linked together like the ones above
Come back to here to click on them
Future - Sail Out Beyond The Breakers
The Journey To Healing - My Story - Tears of Depression
Welcome to Quiet Times and Sunshine - I'll Be Okay
Also see the index page:
there are a lot of heart and soul on those pages
This link will take you to my memorial pages
Diane